In spite of the fact that Kenden is in Paris walking on her treadmill with a guide who is hiking live in Chile with her on video, and every bit of this scenario sounds WAY more appealing than MY current state of affairs.
In spite of the fact that my beloved is going off the deep end having a hard time holding on to reason.
I have to report that I am simply listening and breathing, sleeping and eating, mending and breaking, even though I know not where any of this is going.
In spite of the fact that the winter holiday time is still months away.
In spite of the fact that all of me wants to be with all of you.
I have to report I am in secret Bliss today knowing that here, right now is all I really need.
In spite of the fact that all I feel sometimes is rage and sadness and hurt.
In spite of the fact that human beings for the most part are completely unpredictable and I being one of this species, exemplify the same qualities.
In spite of the fact that money is tight and emotions are frequently shredding my equipoise,
I have to report that, in this moment, all , for the most part, is well.
Seattle, WA September 11, 2023 Wild Writing with Laurie Wagner
